Just got home yesterday from a Winter Guard Competition. It was AWESOME...we received 1st place both days!!! I was a great weekend and I have never been so proud of my unit.

it rained today and it was GREAT!!!! the sweet sound of it hitting against the window this morning was worth beign woke up for. it was so relaxing and it helped me to forget about all the other "drama" going on. It was great....

Oh sweet rain
how you f
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It's really sad when you think about it, that one person can make you feel like your life has been ruined. It's sad to think that some people go throughout their whole lives saddened by the loss of a thought to be love...I thought I could love you...I thought I could trust you...now i am thinking it's time to move on. You taught me a lot and for that I thank you. I know you will read this and just remember...I am happy now with or without you.

Thanks for all the people who have been there for me. I love ya'll so much and you mean the world to me. Thanks for all my NEW FRIENDS....you put a smile on my face : ) You words mean more than the warmth of the sun on this dark winter day. Well g2g and do homework...JOY!!!

of all the flowers in this vast garden for some reason you decided to grasp me
for you i bloomed and stood my strongest
i let the sun catch me just right so it would brighten my beauty
i felt you pull me from my roots and hold me close
you told me i was the envy of others and that my beauty surpassed them

but now time has passed and your longing for me has stopped
you once kept me alive with your water of words that flowed sweetly out of your lips
but now my petals slowly fall and you just pass by me like i was no greater than the dirt on the ground

so long i have lived on your nurishment that i have forgotten how to bloom on my own
you forget me but i can not keep my mind from you
you are my sun that has faded but i am just a flash of lighnting in your memory

Well right now I am sitting at home sick...stomach virus (maybe)....flu (maybe)....feeling just completely horrible (BINGO). I have just started using this website and I really like it. I just sent out some e-mails to a whole bunch of people so I can make new friends....wondering if they will e-mail me back lol. The sun is shining slightly through the blinds of the windows but I can hear the wind belowing against the side of the house. It's cold here and I think that is one of the reason for my illness. I dont do well in cold weather. Well that's all for now...LATERS